It is Christmas day. I might have gotten out of bed, suggested we buy some cookies go see mom. Take the dog let her hug and do groundhog day - and make it fun.Then go for some Dim Sum. Some bike riding in the park. Yet I have been taught by Steve's "revenge" for six years no hand holding because Stan is going to write up some abuse claim, auntie Lesley's media manager is going to lie, people are going to betray, pre-text, the pedophile is still going to chase, the impersonator still going to impersonate and say he is speaking on behalf of my fathers wife, aunt, sister, whatever. He will toss in some bot rape, intentional trauma, put a twisted tea can at the door, make me want to vomit in some way by the end of the day even if it is going back and trying to go through these screenshots to clean up the PC.
So today, we continue to live separate lives because that is just what it is and I'm not doing anything for someone who could not be identified and arrested for such egregious actions while saying he is going to shoot this, shoot that, shoot me, shoot everyone then saying "it's just a game".
I am just brain dead after so many years of it. Hand holding in my mind, and imagining that is the day we had. Yet it will not be what I have because I cannot root out the participants. The guy claims he is operating on your behalf, speaking on your behalf, speaking on Stan's wife's behalf, speaking on behalf of Bob, etc.
