Found a text yesterday and Stan's response

 I was trying to figure out how many assets my sister was selling, and how I could get some help for her. I concluded she needed to be in visible range to provide any money or it would be given away. 

However there was a text that does not appear to be mine from an iPhone where text to speech was probably used by someone that said "deadless" and Wylie. It was not me texting. Right in the window someone was starting heavier impersonation attacks.  Then my father writing to Terrence Whaley saying "she does this".

This is my father and someone being sneaky. I need to figure out who. I point blank simply asked Julia what is "Hadley's Closet" when we were on speaking terms again (he assumed we were speaking while she was doing nothing but hanging up on me constantly). 

It's a little unclear - yet I recall Catherine Boswell saying something about doing "lookups" and finding it strange. 

 Think that was a piece of the puzzle. I am trying to get a grip on how my sister is doing, and my father is doing some sort of set up about lookups to color the last kid crazy so he can give all his wealth to his wife. I will now refer to her as the highest paid whore in this saga.

I should have found it strange that Christina Aaron and I ran into each other as these guys got very good with location tracking on my mobile devices....yet honestly I was taught to trust.

This entire roleplay game from My.Games "Guild of Heroes" and anonymous attacks is filled with narrative of bad advice, bad viewpoints, and a lot of hate for Daniel Bennett and others who marginalize every topic down to sex. Rather than fixing the narrative they built the entire game on stereotype. 

Yet worse, they tried to fit my life into it through stalking it appears as well. 

It sure would be decent for this company to actually identify these people as they have ensured Shell revoked any income I ever had through stalking and hacking. 

I will have to find the texts.... because they were annoying enough to walk away from yesterday for a break. 

Never planning a date, sushi, vacation, loving moment is not foreplay

 Not sure what to tell my husband when the misognynist tried to empower him to ask about sex he is consulting with. They failed to assess the lack of foreplay that comes from a person with autism.

Doing a Stan and leaving this joint and my non-riches elsewhere. 

I actually hate sex. I could occasionally force myself to want to enjoy it, yet this dude doing sexual psyop games now 8 years across every single digital medium, made it worse. I really hate sex now. I can't think of a single time I liked it after Ben. It's weaponized now by psyop guy on @my.games

 

My husband asked me when we last had sex. It was in 2022, in Connecticut while you allowed a man to shove my sister at me gurgling and made 3,000 media bots off of it. Saw her extorting me in our own kitchen with @apple voice collection and didn't help me with shit.

Being stalked and harassed is not a turn-on and it was pretty hard to try to please you with no foreplay before that. 

 

I am crying the tears of my mother. When was the last time we did something together I like to do...outdoor walking, hiking, seafood, trips, sushi, talking about tech or discovering some together.

 

Fuck off. 

Let's be honest about who Stan Merriman is - She who dances for him in the dark wins

Everyone is punished and not forgiven except the woman currently blowing his cock.

 

It is as true as it gets. 

He was really leaving me 5K to be the last person standing with the emotional baggage (as a psychopath)

 

All I really want is for Tim to get hugs. He was used like a scud missle from 2009 on.

I knew my father was abandoning by 2004, he peaked by 2010 - Trauma ...any email in 2010

I lived with him. Julia and Greg did not. He was tired in 2004. He was abandoning. My mother was pushing his moves to help Tim.  She was gone by 2006.

By 2007 he has decided I can have $5,000 to help Tim and dote on his new wife with the riches.

Remember folks despite inflation he bought pointe shoes for UNCSA and Southwest Ballet Center where I was assaulted by adult males and trained by women with eating disorders. Not his fault.....I demanded to dance. Well it was one of the few places where I was not being beat up for showing up to school without the ability to pay the girl back who gave me a loan to eat pizza on pizza day in the cafeteria.

I'm reading the notes and emails I was writing to try to save myself from being the last person standing carrying the emotional burden with none of the money (at work and with my family) and they were not good. 

I LOVE TIM - and I have PTSD from Tim. 

It's like my father did not realize I was dragged on the ground until my skin was cracked open, I had a bone broken in my eye.

He also NEVER LISTENED...DO NOT YELL AT TIM DAD HE DOES NOT MEAN TO DO THIS - I CAN SEE HIM CHANGING, SOMETHING IS CHANGING AND HE NEEDS HELP 

Did my father listen and not yell at him?  No.

Tim's narrative was changing from GUILT of being forced to cook for me and save me from falling TV's to ANGER he could not save me.

Tim and I were suffering from massive trauma. 

We needed to be in a more positive environment together by age 11. He was having to teach me how to punch the girl bullying me in school.

The abandonment and cruelty strategy, towards Tim, has been traumatizing me more. By 2010 I was hand waving - I am here I was the one kicked and hurt and you are leaving 5K to a stranger who did nothing.Yet even worse, I can see in these emails now, you were gaslighting me.

 

And someone was impersonating my accounts....which is horrifying. 

 

 

AT&T Contracting - Shell

Looks like the particularly abusive guy came across my desk when I was dealing with the AT&T contracts. They started impersonations, maybe some cloning of the phone SIM (TBD), and were collecting email as well. Probably justified in their mind to do a lot of snooping while three people were getting clearance (Shell did their own clearance). They managed to pull off at least six times sending Tim into harms way. That is not to say we were not all dealing with our own fears, yet he was being manipulated and that is not a way to help him rehabilitate for positive results.

It was a problem we had a lot of stress between Julia /Tim. I was trying to give her an ultimatum to move and sell her house. She kept hanging up on me angry. Yet financing help for her, if I could not see she was getting the help she needed did not make sense. There was a known lie that was told to the therapist about cannabis use in 2006. So drugs could not be what I financed.

I was trying to get a package from work because we were faced with the 6th re-org I think?

My father didn't want me to tell my sister something (I'll have to go read it), yet I am pretty sure I had not because we could not communicate other than her getting angry and hanging up. There was very little "chit chat" of any ordinary nature. It was calls for help and trying to figure out how to get her in the line of sight so I could help and maintain a job. 

I was at peak stress. Looks like the folks on this telecom contract or clearance project decided to take every vulnerable party they overheard (accessing e-mail and telecomms for a confidential project) - and did a real number on everyone with impersonations and hacks.

 

Update: Tyler

Before you butcher this - these phone numbers and assignments are public data. 

We have a new and strange email about a change in case managers to a Tyler. He is a contractor, has no last name, and just happens to be when Tyler Williams is showing up at Shell. These are public data and phone numbers. Also Terrence Whaley has been taken off the case to assign:

 

Brandy Warren (convenient I was working with Shelia Warren)

Betty Portal (convenient Betty and I were still good friends at this time)

 

Can the names statistically overlap? Sure. Yet they can also be assigned for maximum gaslighting. This type of gaslighting done for the past 8 years in games by someone pre-texting for sentiment analysis, does raise questions now. 

• How common is the name Tyler?
• How common is the name Tyler in Texas?
• How many occurrences of it are in my email?
• Could it be a trigger? 

This is how a psychopath thinks when armed with Python and some statistics. 

 

 

 This can really mess with someone, I wasn't noticing yet who was he trying to have notice?

 Seems like some shenanigans from CPS here. 

Didn't see any issue with Tyler, seemed on his game from the context of people I was working with. Still do not know who this mystery "Tyler" is at such a timely point.

Note the continual demand to check out the blog. I guess I was not to comment on the blog after many years of frustration with this. 

Someone reading my email about "mail" and sending Tim to create a "mail" incident

I thought my device may be compromised by a Meta/Facebook app "Mafia Wars" and offloaded this email. Much never read, and many impersonation messages sent to people in that window.  Wiped my device and carried on. Yet every time those guys read my email they sent Tim to my father creating an incident. Every time.

He was going through mail because someone reading your and my mail sent him to Stan.

This is the craziest shit someone granted access to another persons email can possibly have come up with.