Marriage is Toast

My marriage has been toast since this man started with online Bot rape by KPMG (I will look for the KPMG traces to attach).

 

No one wants to be a part of dealing with major crisis individuals. Especially this guy who has ensured two deaths to stalk me about AI and Google Deepmind and my personal communications he has read unauthorized.

Thanks to the one person who tried to understand

 Every once in a while, I tried to articulate to someone exactly how bad it was in my family. The mismanagement of Tim's healthcare to restore him to well-being from 1991 on. I think only one person ever really got it that I loved my brother. She said "so it's like having a bad fight?" I was like yes, but not a bad fight, a very deeply violent fight when I knew he was unwell and needed help. A surprise assault, when I opened the door to let my brother know his boss keeps calling on the phone. I had strict instructions to never wake him up. I was unaware the boss calling him trying to get him into work was not an exception.

Every time, the fights were not normal sibling rivalry I ask my father not to scold him, not to discipline him. Then he would so we would wind up at the same reset point. Tim needed to process intense guilt by 1991. Very intense. Probably with me. Yet at that point I was also on my own path of trying to recover from an completely unsupervised life, which had a painful toll, into one that could be productive and goal achieving.

I have had people pushing their ideology about liability -  and walking around in whispers because once the bureaucracy is involved no one is helped or healed.

Do not donate to Google Deepmind

 They are overloaded with corporate investment - and Sebastian Ruder has never fessed up to what they thought they were achieving while someone was turning everything political. Including his Github Gists monitoring for Bruce Culpepper or Anand Sewnath. (I found trails of this in his repository) 

I have a live action person cyber stalking as an anonymous gamer, who needs to be identified, who has hurt a great number of lives and people. 

A person collecting all of your communications (Inferencing they are Google Deep Mind playing head games)

 This individual (anonymous gamer Steelhorse) took all of my communications he could collect, many very unethically with @apple machine learning, and tried to play "Internet Coach" with games and Social Media manipulation while isolating me. Telling me in the game My.Games "Life is a game, you got a bad roll" while yanking Tim and shoving him into a shelter and running media smears.

He has shaken down every relationship in my life doing this for 8 years with online and offline hacks and threats while yelling "I HATE YOU, EVERYONE HATES YOU" in Internet games. No one needs this. Then acting like he is going to put my response to his hacks, threats, personal exchanges, and manipulation in media.

Update after finding an email and then sleeping on it: Tim was being manipulated by someone /Julia is too

Here is what I know looking back on the below attached email and dealing with the same man now for 8 years who has been harassing me.

 

1. The online anonymous party harassing me (gamer Steelhorse) had access to Facebook /Meta role management - this is a function inside of Facebook that would give visibility into who are my "friends" and who are my "associates".  (find the chats)


2.  Every detail about what Tim did, Stan wrote about in the below photographed letter, was an idea borne from a currently anonymous party (gamer Steelhorse in My.Games). Every item will have a shred of truth like Tim was reading my Facebook with gamer Steelhorse. Knowing anonymous gamer Steelhorse, from chats, they think they are litigation shopping.

  • The 2008 Democratic convention was at TSU. Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse would go on to put bots in games about John Bellamy when trying to insist I went "crazy").
  • I would have made donations to Neuroscience for Tim on Facebook. So this person, anonymous gamer Steelhorse, would find it funny to do a "donation" to TSU Music Department.
  • Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse likes to make incorrect data entries on data brokers. A woman's data broker entry Deborah Cooley to being at the sleep center (for sleep apnea)
  • Andrew Cooley was a Shell Intern probably joined on my Facebook (set to private). There may or may not be any relation at all. Yet "Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse" did a very long Reddit thread trying to troll me, saying his mother was crazy.
  • Every time this person meddled with Tim or Julia it resulted in disrepair of my family.

 

 (I will locate the chats). Reasonably certain the Reddit ones may be lost yet who knows he scraped and stored enough web usage he probably has a copy.

 

Technically we all were manipulated (he is actively continuing to try to manipulate me). Yet going through old archives and I now can read this in a new light. The below attached email is disturbing. I am going to have to sleep on it to get organized again, now that I know what I know.

I feel VERY BAD that Tim was being dangerously manipulated. Every time it happened my father called him delusional. 

I was busy defending my life from the pending abandonment that would happen by everyone. My narrative was built by 2004. I told my husband, before we were married, I needed to move out of Houston. My oldest brother had already left, my sister was doing "armchair help" from Dallas making conflict worse (weaving mistrust) when she would come to Houston, and I was going to be the last person standing when my father flees leaving me no money to deal with (at that time only Tim as the crisis). 

Every bit of it is correct, and it is only self fulfilling because I have someone stalking me and manipulating instead of actually helping anyone. 

 I have a combination of unresolved conflict over being assaulted, and deep love for my brother and it is a painful thing to live with. I tried to get counseling for it in 2012, and evidently someone collecting my communications decided to make a big deal out of how I tried to describe escalating conflict starting from childhood. It is the most deeply conflicted position a human being can live with. Both being afraid of being assaulted, and knowing I will be saddled as being the last person who cares that he is treated well.

Scotty Griffin (aka @Cr00ster) a media doppleganger they would find from a conflict I described in counseling while calling their account "Wizlock" in "My Games" would prove out they had not only listened to my counseling yet were making media humor out of it. Scotty Griffin and Mitchell Atwood urinated on me as a child, we were grossly unsupervised and it was an example story I was providing to the counselor.

This person has tried to make an "internet bot game" out of every little bit of stalking he did. 

I digress to a very important point: I never consented to someone collecting my counseling info., whilst trying to determine how to deal with Tim or my family.  Meta provided unauthorized access to gamer "Steelhorse" and it was damaging. He knows nothing but psychological manipulation and harm.

 I can absolutely confirm this person had access at a level beyond ordinary users, because he was able to access the privacy roles applied to individuals joined in on my Facebook/Meta page and I can prove it. He (anonymous gamer Steelhorse) harped on the subject of who was assigned business associate or friend across Internet games for years.

I may be the only person who can translate anything Tim did back then, because now I have dealt with this individual (Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse) stalking, and know his tactics. 

I can tell clearly in this note, attached below, someone was showing Tim my Facebook and was briefing Tim, confusing Tim, and ultimately hurting Tim by doing so each time. My Facebook was set to private. They found it funny because I told my father I had to de-friend my father on Facebook, to stay out of political discourse against my company's interests. 

 

The person who was manipulating Tim, manipulated Julia, and has used them both to manipulate me. 

 

 




 

 

I am very unclear in these notes as to why my father is talking to CPS and not APS - and that is probably a hint of who is manipulating. Shelia "Warren" Muldrow would be working with me at Shell, mentioned she had a psychologist ex-husband who was highly coercive. I cannot imagine now the thrill the man had selecting someone as a case manager with the name Warren. There is almost never any actual correlation. The man stalking and collecting communications has had a bad habit for decades now of selecting names he thought may look like a hint for a "quest" to look something up or a trigger.

 

 

Gregory Merriman University of Ilinois

 Currently I am having to dig up email I took out from Google to find the letters from Greg saying I am manipulative instead of trying to help his sister who has now been used and puppeted to extort me while being drugged over and over again.

 

Nothing says Shell crackhead working alongside collecting all your data in every service, like a guy trying to reverse engineer iOpt to annoy me in spam and games while someone is really drugging and extorting my sister in tandem.

 


Phenomenal 8 years

 It has been a phenomenal 8 years since a man started stalking, social engineering, smearing and dedicating his entire life to trying to hack, harass, and hurt me. The amount of help and support is completely not available when someone starts being puppeted and abused, drugged, used to stalk you by someone clinically insane, and a few other deaths occur as outcomes. Every profile and every service is miraculously incorrect and unhelpful.