Very long windows of processing old data and waiting

Starting to look like the person at Shell whom I told I lost my mobile phone (lost at renaissance festival and watched it move to a landfill)....decided to have a lot of fun anyway with all of my files especially personal mail. Yet I already established they were feeding @hackingbutlegal aka Jackie Singh info about Steve Zulawski from my home drive (which was not sent to HR)

I was still very much working with the company. I missed a TON OF PERSONAL EMAIL between people in a Window of time that gamer "Steelhorse" was also compromising Google Voice and SIRI.This was when we lost a very loved friend. I saw her again later, yet the relationship was toast from that period of time and when he went through our home.

 Appears some email was sent on my behalf. At least one was pretty offensive - sending to my therapist /counselor that I was on vacation with some innuendo. I was paying cash for her services it seemed to bother someone who thought they were going to be "sued" for Steve (something they discussed in a mobile game chat).

She was a provider for Montrose Clinic as a volunteer. I feel like the LGBTQ focus of one of the 7 folks stalking with gamer Steelhorse is pretty intense and it makes sense they would decide to write to her impulsively.

Never fear though, I am realizing that many of the bots and stalking across Internet games, and social media bots, have included email I missed. It was just hard for them to put a lot of context in "user handles". This is not a great way to communicate.

Email 2010/11

 I missed a ton of email from people I cared about probably moving files off when my phone was taken at the Renaissance festival. Literally reading how many emails they sent people from Google without my knowledge. And if Betty Lane sent email about a man named "Dick" someone was spamming from Saudi Arabian (.sa) top level domain about penile enlargement to me in response.

We lost so many loved ones from this guy stalking and hacking me so many years. That was before I signed up for Infragard. It was while we were living on Yale Street and I was dealing with Steve still at Shell.

Money and Stan Merriman

Everything else in email has been about money and no one willing to sit with me to come up with plans for not one but two siblings tanking. I saw Julia was tanking when she was dating Doug Pelham. I'm very unclear how the request for money happened yet she was losing her house. It has been a long time and she continued to try to hold on to her house when she was exhibiting signs of drug use and poor choices.

My ultimatum to her when I was getting no support from family to team up was she could have a loan if she moved away from the man gaslighting her, and move into range where i could have visbility on the progress we were having recovering from his "gun" activity in her closet and gaslighting.

I am not saying my father needed to fund her entire livelihood - yet there needed to be an actual plan and joint funds to try to help incent her into care. 

I have so much grief losing two siblings to drugs and mental health and have never had a support system. The one I had cobbled together was lost when a man decided to go put emails on line from my google account and CPS. And given someone was manipulating Tim, and Julia later I am starting to wonder about CPS's involvement in this.

Updated: Tyler/Warren

"Tyler" No Last Name

Brandy "Warren" 

There are people who look at name frequency for a living. There is a lot of it on the Internet including: https://www.behindthename.com/freq/ or historians. 

This is something that the person who hired Roger Russ White and his harem of 7 study amongst other topics. Who would I have had contact with, and what would I have communicated with them. Probably someone said there was intrinsic value to it in background checking. Anyone who has upgraded their profession from sleuth to "OSINT" and gets paid for it, is probably doing this today. 

These folks sifted all of my email, work and personal, any digital post, then collected data from my home that was non-digital. They then looked for name "anomalies" most likely.  

I had not signed up for a clearance check so this will be a Shell activity that violated FCRPA laws.

I had not consented to one, and I see the most probable time frame here, that Shell was doing a check on three people.  I have an email of whom was nominated to receive clearance.

Tyler was the VC/tech guy from Shell. 

Tyler is also where Julia lived. 

Tyler can also be randomly another person.

Statistics will decided the frequency of occurrence. 

 

Shelia "Warren" Muldrow (Married to Michael Person)  was a person, in a conference room, at Shell, helping sort through regulatory compliance matters. We had a  moment when we both realized what we are dealing with in grief. Family members we very much loved coping with mental health matters. She would mention her ex-husband was also highly abusive and a prominent psychologist in Houston. I do not know who that person would be, yet evidently the person stalking me may. 

This email is a gaslight. The names are statistical anomalies. 

 

 

I think it's entirely possible one of the people in this batch of 7 that continued to stalk for 8 years together may be this guy Terrence Whaley. His email bounces. For sure the individuals I'm dealing with have nothing but free time for stalking.

Cruelty to Tim

Someone was actively manipulating Tim (probably from 2004 on) and so this is possibly the cruelest response to Tim ever....without that knowledge.

 

 

Donut's and Tim

Stan did not understand that the Donut is symbolism about every time I was told about pink sprinkle donuts as a child. Whoever was manipulating Tim actually KNEW THIS. That is a fact proven out in 8 years of chats with this man stalking me with "anonymous accounts" thinking it is funny to make a political statement of how much of my information he can access.

 Part of his issue was that he was left to raise me, this was something that needed to be processed in family therapy for years.

I have not had a single conversation with my brother since my wedding. Someone got it in their head to manipulate Tim and they did. 

 

 

Every one of these emails said read his blog. I finally did. He did not like me actually posting to it after being tired of years of ineffective communication so he could preserve his marriage and retirement for himself. 

An individual who communicates with Tim and has for many years also knows me and Stan VERY well. That is how he comes up with these jokes like a "donut". 

Every time Tim did something trying to be funny Stan went into defense mode and I was in save my life from the abandoners mode. Hindsight is 20/20.

My father had help with "facilitated abandonment" from my mothers death on. 

Make no mistake I deeply loved my brother and his sense of humor. 

Update after finding an email and then sleeping on it: Tim was being manipulated by someone /Julia is too

Here is what I know looking back on the below attached email and dealing with the same man now for 8 years who has been harassing me.

 

1. The online anonymous party harassing me (gamer Steelhorse) had access to Facebook /Meta role management - this is a function inside of Facebook that would give visibility into who are my "friends" and who are my "associates".  (find the chats)

2.  Every detail about what Tim did, Stan wrote about in the below photographed letter, was an idea borne from a currently anonymous party (gamer Steelhorse in My.Games). Every item will have a shred of truth like Tim was reading my Facebook with gamer Steelhorse. Knowing anonymous gamer Steelhorse, from chats, they think they are litigation shopping.

• The 2008 Democratic convention was at TSU. Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse would go on to put bots in games about John Bellamy when trying to insist I went "crazy").
• I would have made donations to Neuroscience for Tim on Facebook. So this person, anonymous gamer Steelhorse, would find it funny to do a "donation" to TSU Music Department.
• Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse likes to make incorrect data entries on data brokers. A woman's data broker entry Deborah Cooley to being at the sleep center (for sleep apnea)
• Andrew Cooley was a Shell Intern probably joined on my Facebook (set to private). There may or may not be any relation at all. Yet "Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse" did a very long Reddit thread trying to troll me, saying his mother was crazy.
• Every time this person meddled with Tim or Julia it resulted in disrepair of my family.

 

 (I will locate the chats). Reasonably certain the Reddit ones may be lost yet who knows he scraped and stored enough web usage he probably has a copy.

 

Technically we all were manipulated (he is actively continuing to try to manipulate me). Yet going through old archives and I now can read this in a new light. The below attached email is disturbing. I am going to have to sleep on it to get organized again, now that I know what I know.

I feel VERY BAD that Tim was being dangerously manipulated. Every time it happened my father called him delusional. 

I was busy defending my life from the pending abandonment that would happen by everyone. My narrative was built by 2004. I told my husband, before we were married, I needed to move out of Houston. My oldest brother had already left, my sister was doing "armchair help" from Dallas making conflict worse (weaving mistrust) when she would come to Houston, and I was going to be the last person standing when my father flees leaving me no money to deal with (at that time only Tim as the crisis). 

Every bit of it is correct, and it is only self fulfilling because I have someone stalking me and manipulating instead of actually helping anyone. 

 I have a combination of unresolved conflict over being assaulted, and deep love for my brother and it is a painful thing to live with. I tried to get counseling for it in 2012, and evidently someone collecting my communications decided to make a big deal out of how I tried to describe escalating conflict starting from childhood. It is the most deeply conflicted position a human being can live with. Both being afraid of being assaulted, and knowing I will be saddled as being the last person who cares that he is treated well.

Scotty Griffin (aka @Cr00ster) a media doppleganger they would find from a conflict I described in counseling while calling their account "Wizlock" in "My Games" would prove out they had not only listened to my counseling yet were making media humor out of it. Scotty Griffin and Mitchell Atwood urinated on me as a child, we were grossly unsupervised and it was an example story I was providing to the counselor.

This person has tried to make an "internet bot game" out of every little bit of stalking he did. 

I digress to a very important point: I never consented to someone collecting my counseling info., whilst trying to determine how to deal with Tim or my family.  Meta provided unauthorized access to gamer "Steelhorse" and it was damaging. He knows nothing but psychological manipulation and harm.

 I can absolutely confirm this person had access at a level beyond ordinary users, because he was able to access the privacy roles applied to individuals joined in on my Facebook/Meta page and I can prove it. He (anonymous gamer Steelhorse) harped on the subject of who was assigned business associate or friend across Internet games for years.

I may be the only person who can translate anything Tim did back then, because now I have dealt with this individual (Anonymous Gamer Steelhorse) stalking, and know his tactics. 

I can tell clearly in this note, attached below, someone was showing Tim my Facebook and was briefing Tim, confusing Tim, and ultimately hurting Tim by doing so each time. My Facebook was set to private. They found it funny because I told my father I had to de-friend my father on Facebook, to stay out of political discourse against my company's interests. 

 

The person who was manipulating Tim, manipulated Julia, and has used them both to manipulate me. 

 

 

 

 

I am very unclear in these notes as to why my father is talking to CPS and not APS - and that is probably a hint of who is manipulating. Shelia "Warren" Muldrow would be working with me at Shell, mentioned she had a psychologist ex-husband who was highly coercive. I cannot imagine now the thrill the man had selecting someone as a case manager with the name Warren. There is almost never any actual correlation. The man stalking and collecting communications has had a bad habit for decades now of selecting names he thought may look like a hint for a "quest" to look something up or a trigger.