It's becoming increasingly obvious today Shereka Boykin of CPS has a huge problem re-traumatizing kids that were exploited. I am asking myself, who had access to court systems to schedule appointments over my vacation....when I marry robberies and strange car swipes to this data...I think this is going to pull together more. Yet we are not there.
Cost of Steelhorse faking that files were hacked
So far a mil. Basically a retraction of every dime I have earned working by a Shell worker that was working in email indexing (so far noted)
2010 Deconstruction so far - bulleted format
- Everyone is getting along fine in Q1 2010. In some cases great - we were doing pretty good at recognizing each other. (yet there was this sidecar convo in the LT meetings that retail was not engaged which is completely out of alignment from reality)
- The mailbox system had me suffering from the front and behind. 3 tech people and a leader could not hire 3 developers and build an app for that and be done with it. On the Internet these get built in one day. We were doing project reviews like a factory of malnourished chinamen.
- I had a literal reaming about denial of service on the mailbox over the weekend it was so full, yet Arthur Manders wants to put fantasy football into it. Ok if they were coffee coupons to get through the ass reaming, yet you are about to fill up a mailbox I am getting reamed over with football.
- Anyone who wants to traumatize me, and it turns out they do, knows I spent WorldCup hiding in my office in Shell Trading from having my face kicked in. Done by my brother because he and my sister needed to go smoke pot. As I am recovering, Karen Sury, wanted to travel to World Cup. I think she did. That was not happening for me at least. Then spent that time period learning how my brother is ravaged by trauma (my sister never saw). There is nothing I want less than World Cup in my mailbox while I'm getting reamed about full mailboxes. Aside from medication who is helping this guy de-traumatize?
- Then Steve starts heating things up with abortion talk every morning or meeting. No one wants to talk about this at work.
- Some guy who read this email reads far too much into Peter Hartland saying ho
- I’m reminded going through this data, it is probably Shereka Boykin who is really starting her jive of re-exploitation of exploited kids and probably with Rose (those are in other files with receipts). A strange activity for someone saving kids. Never pieced that together until now.
- I have a guy shuffling Tim into of Silver Palace on purpose probably because Jessica and I met across the street.
- Someone is mapping Yahoo accounts I do not recognize to Gmail
- Definitely had moved to iPhone. So any messages with blackberry were suspicious
- Someone actually notices my calls are monitored so Dee is sending “sent from my galaxy tab” note
- Alexis must hate Gwyn Thorn or be angry because she actually refuses to pass on Gwyns resume to Nancy Lawrence (very not her)
- I’m getting told things that sound almost like alzheimers about work allocation and assignments by Steve
- My father is out of the country, good time to break into his house. Neighbor prob has a key.
- Neighbor who knew Claire (from SAP across the street) is probably now making things up to tell Stan and Stan does not realize they are lying. (dang wish we had ring cam then)
- I’m getting pulled over with traffic tickets I don’t really understand and someone in the court probably rescheduled right on my holiday as it was in my email. (because they did this again in 2022 in Delaware). Who is in the court system yanking schedules around is a mystery that probably should be chased - yet there is just so much here to address with Julia, Tim, dead Catherine Marie Bissonnet, dead Fred Misher and being formally stalked.
- Someones sending Ahliana Byrd messages on my behalf saying something about flying under the radar which appears totally spoofed...the IP address is a 10. address on the AT&T net.
- Steve resorts to yelling the Steve yell (like the "Theeeeeeeeere's Jeannie for ya" ) about right to work or lead (it’s a soft yell - yet it is degrading to anyone's spirit - you may as well flip them the bird and actually fight it out then do the slow degradation of dignity). No one has told Steve pertinent feedback about how annoying this is.
- The contract with AT&T needed resolution in scope for PCI entities. Such an easy fix that had people swirling around in disaster. Resolution is CIO to CIO communication that is not happening
- Changed my rate plan on 4/24/2010 at AT&T. Someone who had a chat with me about Sprint 4G being really 4G, lunched with us under Kinder Morgan. They are definitely helping with this foothold in the device (I’d need my calendar for this part) and obsessed with some leadership meeting I did not go to as it sounded practically like a psychiatric cult for women.
- I decide I’m so tired of the daily abortion talk and strange alzheimers accusations we should take this to the boss (never had to do that before since 1999).
- Badge access turned off to work late at night 4/13/2020
- The indexes on Office 365 still need to be reviewed and app needs to be decompiled for it.
By 2011 my father was spelling my name wrong when speaking about my sister
My father is typing "Moria"
People type crazy things when we start peaking out a family member is wafting into trouble - little accidental errors like typing tomorrow instead of today because you wrote "I will return your message tomorrow 15 times in mailbox replies before dealing with the man yelling at you today"
,, nice,,email,, softener,,for,,yelling is used by Anna (the gamer in My Games Guild of Heroes) obsessed stalker who insists on talking about ejaculation on my screen every day across all platforms.
Today on My Games
Fairy watches what I search for (Marc Roberts because he is on a correspondence in question due to how many times this guy said Marc since 2017). Microsoft telemetry is disabled by firewall on the host so it is assumed he is in Cisco Meraki, Google, Dashlane, or LibreWolf. Too tired to care to man in the middle of it as need to find the communications where he harmed lives and laughed SQUISH. He has esnsured I will never run a business, have sex, have intellectual property saying he is a KOPP must surveill everything personal and kill people around me.
Fairy is the gamer who for eight years has assured deaths, threatened, intimidated and ensured that I will not earn a penny with any digital means. Same channel My.Games Guild of Heroes in the websockets chat they created for fairy to chat with me
Note: Updated someone purporting to be Brendan Carr's FCC just rang
They have some other address for me despite my reports to them. Wasn't my address, they want to send me "Letters". I told them to take a hike, this is the crap this guy has done, put wrong addresses everywhere (Steelhorse from @My.games is who did this). I asked them to respond to my report made to the FCC and coordinate with IC3.gov which should have been someones job in 2020.
Pretty late and I am fuming as this man started ensuring deaths of my contacts and a stranger in the hall playing "bot game" and "voice communications MUD".
I don't know she still doesn't have my address...it's published on this site where I blurb about no one being useful to help resolve this man stalking me.
How is it possible for the FCC to not have my address when I have a Cisco Meraki and two cell phones registered to it.
April 2010 Status
Candace is denying we did the DACUM workshops and engaged Eric Otto
Eric Otto is making sure my degree is sufficient to work
A person named Sebastian was end-running the IRM process so Ethics and Compliance was angry (note is this the same Sebastian end-running at my next job? We shall see
I am noting someone is re-indexing my email for me in 2024 ( and in 2026 I can see they are tagging Jessica Garrison as I review this 16 years later because I have a man following me around ensuring deaths of folks)
I am totally burnt out but trying as Will Kleyweg is working on making work spicy again
The man indexing my email had plans to send it to Terrence Whaley of CPS who will be emailing about a mysterious "Tyler"
He will also start six points of using my brother as a scud missle sending him with donuts to my dad. Coordinating with a few neighbors to make things up to my dad. (one about Rum from my fathers email). Having Tim do "lookups" on Andrew Cooley my Intern (he came up with a Deborah by the way). Sending him to Silver Palace where they will later open a great idea of a lice remediation business based on Bill Schwaiger's conversation. It also happens to be across the street from where Jessica Garrison and I met. (need to find this meeting and do not think it is in this archive because this man did wild things to my brother)
Getting repeated notices Vincent's job is open. Note: the gossip network ties Vincent to crying and this was a death wish with Anthony Walsh.
Mark Rasch and Professor John Walker are starting up the Data Loss Prevention talks in Brighttalk I did not subscribe to yet they wanted me to see. My father is getting confused about lookups while someone takes my searches and starts sending out messages with errors on my behalf to test DLP.
My father now thinks I am in crisis (you think) because my sister who is now angry and hung up on me 15 times (no kidding) has been given an ultimatum because she had lied to the psychologist about drug use right in front of me and this situation is getting dire with the lies and distance. Move out of Dallas and nearby, sell the house and I will help you. Little does she know absolutely NO ONE wants to help her but me, after many talks with my father leading to our break up.
My fathers wife has taken up sending email jokes about Adam and Eve from yet another email address (yaysoft.com) and if you view the source code of the email the message is from @web83004.mail.mud.yahoo.com in the "view source". Remember I have previously discussed a man from Colorado patenting a roleplay game using my voice communications who has been actively stalking me. The patent cleared with a lawyer from Schlumberger.
I get an accidental send to my work address from Betty a retiree referring to Dick Morris, a politician. This will become context funny to the man presently stalking me who took that email acquisition. Because...how do you put in content filtering when the word dick has multiple meanings.
I am sending work status reports as requested, it is bulleted and overviews a volume of work one human should not be doing yet we had not quite quantified just how many project reviews we were doing at that point because we were infighting over whether the team was engaged at Retail to help with the DACUM process as Eric Otto lies to Candis. We would not have the workflow if your team was not engaged and not sure what the app developer (IRM guy) will do without the workflow.
My gmail has been added to some yahoo account, yet wait, it is not my Gmail...it is a Gmail that starts with "me" pretty sure I have never had any email starting with "me" yet someone working on Gmail aliases ensures this gets picked up. (something not visible to me) ....flagging this one as suspicious in hindsight.
I recall having a conversation with Betty about a dream I had losing my peace and fighting with someone, and how I had worked so hard to keep my inner peace from the early 2000's yet my sister was putting me to the test not understanding I am the only one who actually gives a shoot if she lives or dies. Starting to realize this in 2026 is a horrible conversation for the main maintaining a foothold in ALL of my communications to hear in April 2010.
For some reason in March I have received a blind copy of an email of my mother in law breaking up with her daughter for estrangement due to messages that sound cruel. Well we know now, she may not even have sent those messages.
Confirmed in 2026 that the discussion gamer steelhorse had in 2020 about unregistered pork products being shipped was sourced from an email from hotmail Betty used to reply to a Facebook post (Steelhorse gamer reasonably confirmed to be active in collecting ALL Meta/Facebook information despite privacy settings including the roles I assigned to individuals). This exchange he would have stalked since March of 2010.
In April I buy myself the first Macbook for myself as a birthday gift. I will learn would become a data collection tool, also for my voice communications for the man currently and for 8 years ensuring deaths while dumping all communictions on bots all over the Internet and chatting in the My.Games Guild of Heroes chat channel then laughing saying "squish".
4/6/2010 - yes definately using iPhone, and now a newly minted Macbook for my personal use.
Everyone is still getting along in first week April at work ok. Some resistance fighters, the usual overload occasional snark. Well formatted business communications when not a chat.
On Gmail shoes.com is sending me some other customers order information on 4/10. Can't see original probably in another pst.
Working on a privacy certification 4/2010 (something I would a decade later learn an account named @iamerikabooted on Twitter had no concern for while removing a binder from my desk in 2002 to help set up an online bot rape game)
Second week April...more status reports very busy all is normal
But wait, April 13, 2010 policy change on badge access control in One Shell (think someone moved in or out can't recall). I work literally night and day sometimes until 10PM or later. Guy disables my after hours access. Gets fixed. Questions from Hungary about what a 980 day is. I guess I'll flag this because Tamas is moving to a Slovenia and I don't know, sudden changes in badge access are interesting when someone starts indexing my email (which comes out of the same management team)
NO ONE IS SCREAMING HATE here at this point like this man stalking me today after reading and collecting all of my communications to bot.
I am 41 and I noticed we are all in the habit of calling ourselves old now.
Contractor I onboarded is showing flawless competence. Keeping up the work, yet retail has to come in for a jab.
We were all getting spammed with snarky third party trainings because the GAL was shared out 7 years prior.
As I am reading through old business emails I had to remove from encrypted disk I probably would never have looked at because it was on an offline encrypted disk (glad I kept it) - the guy who likes reading my telemetry and searches has not said a word except to talk about being a pardoned criminal carrying a gun.
Let's see mid April we have the third party connection team, who was probably sending an email too far and it gets reduced in cc to one. (we hope). Whoops no Jan suggested we get together. "everyone". Wonder which one of these folks was talking to Brendan Sullivan fibbing from the third party team. We like to wind down CC's that are not necessary.
Although must say this email was a perfect candidate for getting out of email and into a coordinated project management solution where the conversations were tied to the project. Fail to see where we are discussing anything technical. Just still who's on first to do the technical review.
Whoops 4/16/2010 things getting a little weird.....I'm starting to get told we discussed something about work allocation and assignments we haven't by Steve.... no worry Anand and I will sort this out. Think I'll flag this one there is this whole "I discussed this with you that never happened and you said thing that starts happening that is just wild"
More well crafted emails. Everything's ok we lived through the hurdle.
Dee is working in AD&P DSF/Chemicals wants to start learning security. Bringing her books.
I guess @hackingbutlegal has to do a J Edgar and classify me as a Russian Informant because we are setting up Lubes businesses there and had to look at the technology from Czechoslovakia. I do not make these venture decisions. Oil products do with business leaders who strategize about oil products.
Eric is looking for someones home address to send condolences because that is what you do when there is bereavement. I send him to the person closest to her.
Naveen has had quite a reinvention since that year I notice. Just some rumors were floating from someone from Retail (must be the other Eric) that the turnaround doesn't happen.
Time to start helping the big Kahuna in regulatory IT. 4/26/2010 - 12/2010 (along with 1,000 project reviews, delivering training, trying to get our jobs automated etc.)
4/20/2010 my father announces he is out of the country in email so yeah someone reading my email is going to see this. Shelia Muldrow and I are not "co-leads" yet, she is an integration point in the process, co-working.
More to come after chores...
4/20/2010 write traffic ticket lawyer from personal email - had bill white sticker on my bumper have a laugh at work. Maybe targeted for being a prius driving bill white lover...I literally drive 2 miles to work. I haven't had a ticket in decades. Cop actually followed me from a parked state...at CVS . I am like wait..what? you think if you were following me from CVS I was hitting the gas 6 blocks down?
Also 4/20/2010 I guess we are in managed open resourcing yet there is a note I do not recognize to Ahliana about flying under radar's. Seems to be sent from a 10. address on the AT&T network at 9:38 PM
4/21/2010 Confirmed I did not in fact say THREE TIMES (Steve Zulawski must softly yell which is still a yell) or even once in any meeting that I said "I deserve the right to lead". Because shit, if I really did say that the planet almost erupted. No wait, it erupted anyway without my saying that. I suck up like a proper sychophant even though this man is increasingly shaming the shit out of me. I'm going to ignore that you are yelling at me in front of folks, and tell you I think we are getting to some decent results in the rest of our conversations.
It is certainly great that in 2026 I am revisiting these with a man who swatted my dad with excessive stalking and botted all of these as bots in a game or chatted about them while yelling he is cumming on my sister or to get on your knees and blow him.
lots of the same old stuff - no one wants crypto to Russia most https connections can be intercepted anyway for the stuff built and connections made
Everyone keeps running out of mailbox space this particular month because the volume of email we process is insane
(the guys have read all these emails hoping we get to where soon in this because that seems a worthwhile activity - since they decided to bot it all over the Internet for some reason as part of their day job clearly actually from this time period)
Man in My Games botting banter in my mailbox with Ron past year or so- who will take the heat for writing the responses perfectly from 2018 to today.
Inform Steve my window to move roles opens up in July as per the HR system in April.
The usual Big Telco does not need to comply with anything like PCI response. which should go to a next level management if the POS system folks have sourced the work to the big telco as the overarching contracts not covering it off. This is where these guys get irate, as one would hope overarching agreements could cover such a basic compliance necessity. Yet no one wants to deploy a PCI compliant network to non PCI environments, in which case there should be a deal for just Retail.Yet then you are going to have additional cost/scope etc. All politics that should be sorted at a CIO level almost immediately. Yet we have 30 some odd people that do a lot of paper work instead. Something that could be sorted in a 10 minute meeting between a central CIO and a business CIO about what kind of contractual agreements they have made and if it is sustainable. (This is where the PMO goes insane or Steve does or something. No one would go insane if two CIO's just talked to each other. We do not actually have any line of communication like this. Simple things)
Evidently Steve or someone was conveying I was worried about pulling together and agenda for Steve. Not sure where that came from. Things just coming out of thin air now as the pressure cooker heats up. A lot of "I hope you are comfortable with" like I haven't been around since 1997.
Changed my rate plan at AT&T 4/24/2010 seems significant since I will have someone scraping my texts.
Gwyn is job hunting with the MOR. So hard to believe information management specialist is not a needed thing. Strange questions that come back - she only listed 3 houston location and traveling east. Strange emails circulate when I feel there should be some urgency to get someone placed who has a clearly needed skill set great IDP make some calls.
I think it was this person who wound up volunteering at a women's center I was working at five years down the line. Guy stalking me is very interested in this and all sorts of women do not help women topics (because he's stalking me in 2019-2026 and that's not helping much). I get confused there were two with the same last name. Never knew either well.
Still overloaded with work - do my status reports diligently.
My aunt we loved so much dies. Send flowers. No travel.
Working morning to midnight
Everyone's emailing attachments because ... we are still working on an app for that
And in the universe of the Internet this app could be built in one day given the workflows were developed, yet we are not the Internet we are internal
I have to dip into training budget to go to API meetings so I later wind up paying for my own training again
Everyone is getting along ok again...got some I think it is great what I am doing (MR everyone hates me YELLER is hard to understand)Dees studying modulo26 and fixing the wrong answers in the book and online systems that offer quizzes, after all this work she will get told to go work as a BA (she was a BA for years) - so everything she does later winds up defeated by the gatekeepers. Heaven forbid they lay her off some day with the annual reorgs.
I have a woman who read all these emails, one is making names of a guy named Che' who was evidently in this chat room in 2026 - and the status reports are all there. She keeps asking what I do. That's strange.
Go visit betty in Nashville May 2010 (loved this woman), unfortunately Mr. dig through my house and stalk me with anonymous attack game broke our friendship in 2012. It is believed Dee I mentored let him in the house, although you would need proof. Cameras off and wasn't watching her activity as a habit. Almost rekindled in 2022, yet he was making so many SSID's, threats, and hacks that did not go far. I do find out that year he was making bots of people she thought she was playing online games (and chatting) with and probably was not. Horrifying.
By May 7th mailboxes full again no app for that.
Guy who is chasing me around that Shell allowed to read this email (assumed to be definitely compromised there even I had to work to get these unencrypted and brought online) has emphasized this 5/2010 email where regulatory manager opens an email with "Ho Moira". Has said it so much the past 8 years I know very little other than being called a Ho by this guy chasing me around. I seriously never thought anything of it. People make typos every day. Guess I'm supposed to think PH thinks I'm a ho.
If you say hi, he's going to say hi ho. Pretty typical for him. It would be melodic.
5/4 I did ask for a conflict resolution. Honestly I was having to walk around paranoid after being screamed at with the Steve scream that YES I DID SAY I HAVE THE RIGHT TO LEAD 3 TIMES...(which I had not) ... There was also the undocumented opener of meetings about abortion law. That would make my head hurt. I did not want to discuss abortion law at work.
Not sure what getting run around with death threats 8 years by a guy interpreting an email in a way I never sensed is helping anyone.
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