Money and Stan Merriman

Everything else in email has been about money and no one willing to sit with me to come up with plans for not one but two siblings tanking. I saw Julia was tanking when she was dating Doug Pelham. I'm very unclear how the request for money happened yet she was losing her house. It has been a long time and she continued to try to hold on to her house when she was exhibiting signs of drug use and poor choices.

I am not saying my father needed to fund her entire livelihood - yet there needed to be an actual plan and joint funds to try to help incent her into care. 

I have so much grief losing two siblings to drugs and mental health and have never had a support system. The one I had cobbled together was lost when a man decided to go put emails on line from my google account and CPS. And given someone was manipulating Tim, and Julia later I am starting to wonder about CPS's involvement in this.

Tyler

 Tyler, this isn't even funny reading this.. Tyler was the VC/tech guy from Shell. Also where Julia lived. 

 

Cruelty to Tim

Someone was actively manipulating Tim (probably from 2004 on) and so this is possibly the cruelest response to Tim ever....without that knowledge.

 

 

Donut's and Tim

Stan did not understand that the Donut is symbolism about every time I was told about pink sprinkle donuts as a child. Whoever was manipulating Tim actually KNEW THIS. That is a fact proven out in 8 years of chats with this man stalking me with "anonymous accounts" thinking it is funny to make a political statement of how much of my information he can access.

 Part of his issue was that he was left to raise me, this was something that needed to be processed in family therapy for years.

I have not had a single conversation with my brother since my wedding. Someone got it in their head to manipulate Tim and they did. 

 

 

Every one of these emails said read his blog. I finally did. He did not like me actually posting to it after being tired of years of ineffective communication so he could preserve his marriage and retirement for himself. 

An individual who communicates with Tim and has for many years also knows me and Stan VERY well. That is how he comes up with these jokes like a "donut". 

Every time Tim did something trying to be funny Stan went into defense mode and I was in save my life from the abandoners mode. Hindsight is 20/20.

My father had help with "facilitated abandonment" from my mothers death on. 

Make no mistake I deeply loved my brother and his sense of humor. 

Marriages and Years of No Unity

 It never really sunk in for anyone that spouses do not want in this absolute crisis and chaos with my family and the only solution would have been for Stan to have quarterly if not semi-annual zoom meetings or face to face to update the family on "reality" and hash out how we help each other. Probably from 2004 on.

 

 

 

 

Recruiting Letters

 This person made an LLC for just about everything (real Shell companies in many cases) and I will probably not unravel the entire mystery before I die there are so many LLC's he created to have an ominous name. I would go on to work for a company called Inet. He domain squats, does fraud in recruiting, and makes ominous recruiting firm names for legit firms such as "SiriInfo" and many others. They would ultimately be conducting SIRI data collection that was compromised in that case.

 

 

 

 

Marriage is Toast

My marriage has been toast since this man started with online Bot rape by KPMG (I will look for the KPMG traces to attach).

 

No one wants to be a part of dealing with major crisis individuals. Especially this guy who has ensured two deaths to stalk me about AI and Google Deepmind and my personal communications he has read unauthorized.