Very long windows of processing old data and waiting

Starting to look like the person at Shell whom I told I lost my mobile phone (lost at renaissance festival and watched it move to a landfill)....decided to have a lot of fun anyway with all of my files especially personal mail. Yet I already established they were feeding @hackingbutlegal aka Jackie Singh info about Steve Zulawski from my home drive (which was not sent to HR)

I was still very much working with the company. I missed a TON OF PERSONAL EMAIL between people in a Window of time that gamer "Steelhorse" was also compromising Google Voice and SIRI.This was when we lost a very loved friend. I saw her again later, yet the relationship was toast from that period of time and when he went through our home.

 Appears some email was sent on my behalf. At least one was pretty offensive - sending to my therapist /counselor that I was on vacation with some innuendo. I was paying cash for her services it seemed to bother someone who thought they were going to be "sued" for Steve (something they discussed in a mobile game chat).

She was a provider for Montrose Clinic as a volunteer. I feel like the LGBTQ focus of one of the 7 folks stalking with gamer Steelhorse is pretty intense and it makes sense they would decide to write to her impulsively.

Never fear though, I am realizing that many of the bots and stalking across Internet games, and social media bots, have included email I missed. It was just hard for them to put a lot of context in "user handles". This is not a great way to communicate.

SIRI is Timotheous O Wilson related to J Wilson aka Jibidrik?

 Inettechnologies

 

Keying spam off a keyword such as a man named Dick in an email to send saudi arabian spam about penis enlargement was fairly innovative for 2010 

Email 2010/11

 I missed a ton of email from people I cared about probably moving files off when my phone was taken at the Renaissance festival. Literally reading how many emails they sent people from Google without my knowledge. And if Betty Lane sent email about a man named "Dick" someone was spamming from Saudi Arabian (.sa) top level domain about penile enlargement to me in response.

We lost so many loved ones from this guy stalking and hacking me so many years. That was before I signed up for Infragard. It was while we were living on Yale Street and I was dealing with Steve still at Shell.

Money and Stan Merriman

Everything else in email has been about money and no one willing to sit with me to come up with plans for not one but two siblings tanking. I saw Julia was tanking when she was dating Doug Pelham. I'm very unclear how the request for money happened yet she was losing her house. It has been a long time and she continued to try to hold on to her house when she was exhibiting signs of drug use and poor choices.

I am not saying my father needed to fund her entire livelihood - yet there needed to be an actual plan and joint funds to try to help incent her into care. 

I have so much grief losing two siblings to drugs and mental health and have never had a support system. The one I had cobbled together was lost when a man decided to go put emails on line from my google account and CPS. And given someone was manipulating Tim, and Julia later I am starting to wonder about CPS's involvement in this.

Tyler

 Tyler, this isn't even funny reading this.. Tyler was the VC/tech guy from Shell. Also where Julia lived. 

 

Cruelty to Tim

Someone was actively manipulating Tim (probably from 2004 on) and so this is possibly the cruelest response to Tim ever....without that knowledge.

 

 

Donut's and Tim

Stan did not understand that the Donut is symbolism about every time I was told about pink sprinkle donuts as a child. Whoever was manipulating Tim actually KNEW THIS. That is a fact proven out in 8 years of chats with this man stalking me with "anonymous accounts" thinking it is funny to make a political statement of how much of my information he can access.

 Part of his issue was that he was left to raise me, this was something that needed to be processed in family therapy for years.

I have not had a single conversation with my brother since my wedding. Someone got it in their head to manipulate Tim and they did. 

 

 

Every one of these emails said read his blog. I finally did. He did not like me actually posting to it after being tired of years of ineffective communication so he could preserve his marriage and retirement for himself. 

An individual who communicates with Tim and has for many years also knows me and Stan VERY well. That is how he comes up with these jokes like a "donut". 

Every time Tim did something trying to be funny Stan went into defense mode and I was in save my life from the abandoners mode. Hindsight is 20/20.

My father had help with "facilitated abandonment" from my mothers death on. 

Make no mistake I deeply loved my brother and his sense of humor.