Intentional not witnessing

 When someone intentionally refuses to witness the actual events occuring "with you" it only plays to the attackers advantage.

I felt justified when I realize this person had gone through my home more than once while I was Andrews Kurth that I made the right call by leaving. I feel equally justified for leaving Shell as I realize this has gone on for years prior to my departure of the company as a retiree (rather than a voluntary package which would have been severely helpful). 

 I watched my google account like a hawk, I worked in security. This person acquired the data in a way they did not leave fingerprints in user space. 

 

Sometimes I was just going with my gut, something does not feel right and it probably is not. 

Summary of a Week Lost

 Slept in today. The shock value of going down one quest for help for Julia landed me at looking at a 2008-2012 email archive. I evidently took it off line, threw it on an encrypted disk and forgot to read 2,000 personal Google Mails.What I found out was too shocking.

 

The gamer (presumed Steelhorse in @My.games Guild of Heroes) was somehow accessing my, my father and Julia Jackson's email enough to ascertain several "fun times" were happening. Technically there were no indicators on my side, although there was this one person on @meta operating under 2 accounts (El Ranchero and Don Sheet) who had really freaked me out with a Flash Game Mafia Wars embedded on their site. I do recall closing accounts, moving things offline and wondering if they were trying to also hack my phone or were just using analytics. 

I did not have time on my side, my work was busy. I never went back and read those old emails. I am probably repeating something and it is because I am shocked again.

 

If my father wrote an email about donuts, Tim brought a donut over.

If I was having a mail exchange with my homeowners association about mailboxes, Tim went for mailboxes

If my father had written about "Rum" for christmas, Tim was sent over after knowing about that email and "drunk"

 

There are at least six examples and I should be able to dig through this when I see the severe lying, and messages from Terrance Whaley saying a Brenda Warren was assigned and a Tyler as a contractor...it adds fuel to the statistical anomolies this man has you question.

 

I am broken hearted so completely today at how Tim was handled, and this gamer stalking me is for some reason a massive part of the problem.

 

I now must re-walk through this again. Yet the shock value has continued to be high since 2017 when I have a new discovery of just how bad this guy stalking was. It takes a toll on your body and mind.

 

 

Today the Zynga/My Games botter

 - shows he has access to voice comms of trainer or the camera in Apartment Gym

- Refers to his acquisition of Gmail to make bots as a “global stomp” while I uncover the person actually working in Microsoft (gamer steelhorse) played at least 6 hoaxes one possibly including Terrence Whaley (grey area one) from Houston CPS. 

-Each hoax entailed taking an email my father wrote and one his wife wrote and setting up Tim to show up doing something in alignment with their chats. For example: donut joke by my father transforms into Tim showing up leaving a Donut at his house. Then my father calling CPS or the police saying he is delusional. There are at least six examples of how they manipulated Tim to his demise.

- they speak with obnoxious candor and laugh at whom is effected even those who have died such as Fred Misher or Catherine Marie Bissonnet (they had 2 years to communicate properly about and probably flipped her house)

Scanning still through 4 archives

 There is a big amount of happy email in these archives, yet the guy stalking me only pulled out "conflict" over Tim or Julia etc because Jennifer Debell was doing something with "conflict management" on her Linkedin. If they say it, he has to do it. He is totally miserable to know and be stalked by.

Gaslighting PR

Just noting as I go through this the Annie gaslighting thing. It started after my colleagues watched the handling of my father (they noted every detail from 2004) trying to keep him from causing friction discussing my company brand or their interests.

If my father so desperately wanted to fix my company instead of pontificating on litigation and fighting on pipelines he could have joined up with the Shell Energy folks that worked on the sustainable energy businesses for PR work.  They do have sustainable energy divisions and they always needed all the boost they could receive.

Can we fix this? No we cannot as the estrangement narrative had long begun because Tim is a million dollar problem. It can be solved with a million.

 

LLM Guy and his Annie thing.

The guy ingesting all of my data and history into a LLM from the beginning of time - must have sure thought it was fascinating that "Tyler" was setting me up with a red head named "Annie" for coffee.

Especially given my mother worked in the Pennzoil building when she brought her daughter to work, then tossed her on a stage for "Annie" for the news to capture not even knowing a single song for "Annie". Zero rehearsal. Probably one of the more significant trauma's in my life seeing myself on TV not having a clue what I was doing or even how the melody would sound. Still being moved to the next casting call because I don't know, maybe it was funny. 

Wearing my "museum dress" that was given to me by possibly my Aunt. 

In 2022 some guy would start singing the song on line about "Waltzing Matilda" one of my fathers business associates would sing when I would wear the dress. I was literally 9 or 10. My mother trying to find a way to turn me into a child star. We sure might have some money then.

I won't say more about who we met after because I don't want them botting it - evidently they know he was Jewish and his name given they placed it in a bot game.

Having someone recant all of this 40 years later in a mobile game is simply bizarre. 

Given statistical overlap of Names (Roger Russ White likes to look at so much in all of my communications) - her last name would be the same as Greg's best friend Trey and an Amy who had a conflict with James Bellamy at the Democrat Convention of 2008. 

"Annie" and I would be introduced at API. Looks like 12/2011. Red hair as one would expect. And of course she will already know Tyler and some of the Wireless experts for PCD.

I want to say it was "Annie" who forewarned the entire Internet is fixed with PCD guys and Security guys and breaking in is nearly impossible. About 90% sure. I was not really thinking about publicity roles - Shell had strict rules for who handles external communications. Yet good info.

I wasn't feeling stalked yet. Not sure why, probably because I was busy. Everything looks like a coincidence until "anonymous LLM guy" shows up and highlights a bunch of names and overlaps of names he was studying across my entire life.

Do you waste time evidencing all of this when you have the guy drugging your sister later and confusing your brother while sending super strange messages to/from CPS one now sees were pure manipulation of Tim based on your personal email correspondences?

 

I probably had very little thought about someone building their business sending Christmas Cards, yet a person stalking in this game now 8 years absolutely knows I am not a big fan of Christmas it is a big bag of mixed emotions. They recapped this in My.Games Guild of Heroes game as well. Those chats to be sifted on another day.

 I can see someone calling this "penetration testing" of API.

She is on the CISO circuit now so good for her. It's a mixed bag if this guy is just reading way too much into all the data he collected, or if someone was doing a joke and bunch of folks changed to stage names to function after being harassed online during the HB Gary incident etc. That did happen too.

This guy sent me running around asking people how they came up with their company brand name (e.g. DiDi and Cyber Point) as the guy was gaslighting with media for a long time. Never did get answers. He also published CyberPoint in 2600 at the same time. You simply have to not care what their name is. I do think someone was helping pick stage names for a bunch of folks to be as annoying as possible. It's 40% coincidence 60% probably gaslighting.

There is a gimmicky PR guy/gal in all of this who was intent on gaslighting me, and the biggest problem for me are the two unacknowledged deaths and bizarre outcomes for Tim. That and he very much intended to stalk and cause pain for myself and my pet (he is that psychotic). He also caused work stoppage for an entire 3 years then picked up on drugging my sister and manipulating her.

Case Management Tool

 Gee an actual case management tool would be nice even when you are only trying to establish reasonable cause and should have been offered by West Hartford PD after I reported my dog being let out and poisoned by a guy trying psychological abuse online. And my sister being coerced by him to send messages appraising my home. Google searches being abused by someone once I established a test device locked-down for a 13 year old. If I had really been that 13 year old, this would have been sure death for them. The person was highly abusive.