Abortion

Somewhere along the way someone decided my life study should be the sociological and legal impacts of abortion, and this is an entire focus area and in some cases career for people. How was I supposed to do that and finish studying the extreme breadth of tech it took to ensure cybersecurity is improved in a business?

It is like having someone choose your path, not tell you directly you must take it, require that you argue for it (without being as versed as you should be) and making you shut down everything you did and wanted to think about in a day. 

Literally this is the man who has stalked me. He has stalked me so long on the Internet and with such intent he wants to see me dead (there is no doubt about this). I literally do not wake up thinking about the topics he cares about. 

I could also spin away my days thinking about my hamster that ate it's own litter while I was in ballet school traveling with a pet. Can I change hamsters? Run them through a new maze? Study their sociology and see if I could change is? Sure? Think I did that as a science expirament once. Yet I do not now, because it's not a career path I have chosen for myself.

The question is why the guy won't ID himself if he feels strongly on the subject and is stalking me on it?