The Merriman's

 All but confirmed the Merriman's are over.

1. Discovered my father was cruel, intentionally or unintentionally, to myself and my brother in 2010. The emails are shocking in review.

2. Has left my brother caving in his own mind with all sorts of false accusations when the emails so clearly spell out my father was manipulating him or Terrence Whaley was. (or both). They tricked him into a Felony. I cannot help him because my sister had flipped him to mistrust about taking medication.

3. Zero empathy has ever existed on my eldest brother's side of the family. Any awareness raising that Tim was being manipulated doesn't matter to him whatsoever. He's perfectly happy for Tim to have been tortured to his literal death (and me secondarily).

4. Zero advocacy has happened for Tim when I spoke with the very man who manipulated Tim in a chat channel (and the man is awful spinning his days away obsessing with playing Internet hoaxes)

5. Zero help can be given to Julia if she wants to continue to hold the position that she should help this person who is manipulating me (and her like a puppet). She's never wanted to help herself, even from the first day I took her to see Joan Brochstein. Being as kind as I could saying lets do this together. She refuses, and always has, to get out of the city where someone holds her there captive to her rage. The secrets she keeps are so much darker than one would imagine I am sure, especially with the perfectly timed Graham arrivals to make deals on my fathers house.

These are people I barely recognize now as being human. 

The man who has cyberstalked me from Shell is barely human, yet that was a given. He had already confessed to being the guy who bullied a known party to his suicide. Something he just wants to repeat over and over again. This was supposed to be "some secret" that gets one in trouble if let loose. Actually no one cares, and most have moved on. 

Effort feels not worth it when there are no people in my life who care just how badly folks were manipulated by (presumably Stan and CPS)

Tim was treated like an animal. There is not any money to fix it due to Julia's constant derailment. She leaves me with a blend of sadness and intense grief for her situation and constant anger for her lashing out at the person who was trying to help her.

The people in infosec who helped with media smears not understanding they have ensured loss of life disgust me. Particularly @hackingbutlegal and her band of anti-heroes she uses to boost posts and yell at one point we need to do better at calling people explicatives.  Sure, it's just screaming at the void.