I knew my father was abandoning by 2004, he peaked by 2010 - Trauma ...any email in 2010

I lived with him. Julia and Greg did not. He was tired in 2004. He was abandoning. My mother was pushing his moves to help Tim.  She was gone by 2006.

By 2007 he has decided I can have $5,000 to help Tim and dote on his new wife with the riches.

Remember folks despite inflation he bought pointe shoes for UNCSA and Southwest Ballet Center where I was assaulted by adult males and trained by women with eating disorders. Not his fault.....I demanded to dance. Well it was one of the few places where I was not being beat up for showing up to school without the ability to pay the girl back who gave me a loan to eat pizza on pizza day in the cafeteria.

I'm reading the notes and emails I was writing to try to save myself from being the last person standing carrying the emotional burden with none of the money (at work and with my family) and they were not good. 

I LOVE TIM - and I have PTSD from Tim. 

It's like my father did not realize I was dragged on the ground until my skin was cracked open, I had a bone broken in my eye.

He also NEVER LISTENED...DO NOT YELL AT TIM DAD HE DOES NOT MEAN TO DO THIS - I CAN SEE HIM CHANGING, SOMETHING IS CHANGING AND HE NEEDS HELP 

Did my father listen and not yell at him?  No.

Tim's narrative was changing from GUILT of being forced to cook for me and save me from falling TV's to ANGER he could not save me.

Tim and I were suffering from massive trauma. 

We needed to be in a more positive environment together by age 11. He was having to teach me how to punch the girl bullying me in school.

The abandonment and cruelty strategy, towards Tim, has been traumatizing me more. By 2010 I was hand waving - I am here I was the one kicked and hurt and you are leaving 5K to a stranger who did nothing.Yet even worse, I can see in these emails now, you were gaslighting me.

 Julia Jackson is playing perennial victim to get the riches. She loves conflict, are you kidding. 

And someone was impersonating my accounts....which is horrifying. 

 

 

AT&T Contracting - Shell

Looks like the particularly abusive guy came across my desk when I was dealing with the AT&T contracts. They started impersonations, maybe some cloning of the phone SIM (TBD), and were collecting email as well. Probably justified in their mind to do a lot of snooping while three people were getting clearance (Shell did their own clearance). They managed to pull off at least six times sending Tim into harms way. That is not to say we were not all dealing with our own fears, yet he was being manipulated and that is not a way to help him rehabilitate for positive results.

It was a problem we had a lot of stress between Julia /Tim. I was trying to give her an ultimatum to move and sell her house. She kept hanging up on me angry. Yet financing help for her, if I could not see she was getting the help she needed did not make sense. There was a known lie that was told to the therapist about cannabis use in 2006. So drugs could not be what I financed.

I was trying to get a package from work because we were faced with the 6th re-org I think?

My father didn't want me to tell my sister something (I'll have to go read it), yet I am pretty sure I had not because we could not communicate other than her getting angry and hanging up. There was very little "chit chat" of any ordinary nature. It was calls for help and trying to figure out how to get her in the line of sight so I could help and maintain a job. 

I was at peak stress. Looks like the folks on this telecom contract or clearance project decided to take every vulnerable party they overheard (accessing e-mail and telecomms for a confidential project) - and did a real number on everyone with impersonations and hacks.

 

Update: Tyler

Before you butcher this - these phone numbers and assignments are public data. 

We have a new and strange email about a change in case managers to a Tyler. He is a contractor, has no last name, and just happens to be when Tyler Williams is showing up at Shell. These are public data and phone numbers. Also Terrence Whaley has been taken off the case to assign:

 

Brandy Warren (convenient I was working with Shelia Warren)

Betty Portal (convenient Betty and I were still good friends at this time)

 

Can the names statistically overlap? Sure. Yet they can also be assigned for maximum gaslighting. This type of gaslighting done for the past 8 years in games by someone pre-texting for sentiment analysis, does raise questions now. 

• How common is the name Tyler?
• How common is the name Tyler in Texas?
• How many occurrences of it are in my email?
• Could it be a trigger? 

This is how a psychopath thinks when armed with Python and some statistics. 

 

 

 This can really mess with someone, I wasn't noticing yet who was he trying to have notice?

 Seems like some shenanigans from CPS here. 

Didn't see any issue with Tyler, seemed on his game from the context of people I was working with. Still do not know who this mystery "Tyler" is at such a timely point.

Note the continual demand to check out the blog. I guess I was not to comment on the blog after many years of frustration with this. 

Someone reading my email about "mail" and sending Tim to create a "mail" incident

I thought my device may be compromised by a Meta/Facebook app "Mafia Wars" and offloaded this email. Much never read, and many impersonation messages sent to people in that window.  Wiped my device and carried on. Yet every time those guys read my email they sent Tim to my father creating an incident. Every time.

He was going through mail because someone reading your and my mail sent him to Stan.

This is the craziest shit someone granted access to another persons email can possibly have come up with. 

Friends

Received what she needed and dropped me like a hotcake the minute I was aware I was backfilling for a woman being harassed in a temp assignment. Told to go "work in a soup kitchen".

 

Turned out the guy stalked so long, dug through my house, impersonated law enforcement and even my brother was incarcerated by him from hoaxes and hacks. Couple people dead...no problem. The man made off with possible actual legal settlement on my childhood rape and exploitation too.

 

 I knew I'd be upset if I start pulling up the history without a witness side by side, and I really am. Time for a break.

In case you were wondering where the name Cl0p came from for the ransomware gang

 

Mafia Wars/Facebook/Zynga

 This guy would turn out to be a very bad person on Meta and I wound up closing my account.... and probably why I ditched all my email offline unread suspecting he was hacking through the flash games on Facebook.

 

Up to 15 years later posting about Kristy Barbee in events. I need a LLM to ingest photos AND all of my email to correlate it. Definitely running coordinated harassment campaigns.

 

 I definitely have a whole set of screenshots due to him in this pile. (follow that thread later cannot do it now)