YOU NEVER UNHEAR HIS FIRST SCREAM THAT HE HATES ME, EVERYONE HATES ME, THEY HAVE ALWAYS HATED ME.
THESE ARE NOT YOUR FRIENDS YOUR WORK ASSOCIATES ARE NOT YOUR FRIENDS...he would repeat so many times and in many ways on many medium.
Any need for reinforcement on whether or not they "hate me" is not a good use of my time
Gamer Steelhorse SCREAMED the folks below were introverts and could simply never tell me they hated me my whole life. This is not actually the first time I heard this about Christy. Alert Logic sales would have stated Christy always hated me, they would state Jessica always hated me. I would be informed of this over happy hour. They are simply there as my "hand holding" "handlers" in Alert Logic sale's mind.
He would couple this with enough disinformation, spoofs, impersonation attempts to embarrass, agitate, while leaking real communications he captures it doesn't matter he has probably introduced massive levels of shame. He very much enjoyed combining real gossip in his data leaks stating they talk behind my back or lie.
He does a terrible job of identifying who said certain leaks he delivers into user name fields and chat fields of many applications. The formatting he uses on texts he leaks can usually identify the purveyor. People have common quips and terminology they like to repeat. Sometimes he tries to mix things up and impersonate someone else's language and format choices, as he captures their communications and leaks them.
The below photo was the last day I would ever see Christy Poisot. I will miss her. Our last conversation was about an image shared with Sam Hinde at 3AM that was unflattering (between Damaris and Sam). She said hmm, I wonder why and what was going on. Perhaps she dug into it and found something out. Perhaps it was nothing.
After that I would text her for casual chat and state "Did you know they can write books out of AI now"? (because someone was playing with my name in some books it now turned out intentionally). She never got back with me, and said something about a stream of consciousness and that was that. I will miss her.
I did speak to Aji a few times yet I have not been in Houston and every bit of what has happened is drama now and it's not worth making her life difficult with it.
Bob Mitchell has vanished and I worry for him. In our conversations he had someone stalking him. There was more going on when I looked him up worried he may have died, I do not want to post. Indications there was some serious trouble. Our last chat was he was unable to do a zoom call said he was at Braggs (2022). I followed up (would have to look at the date) as I get more serious about living on my own again without a husband, and will need a realtor. He has not been around. Seems potentially missing for good. I hope he is OK. More often than not the people who have attested to being stalked in this have vanished.
I have not bothered Alex because one of the people trying to pre-text impersonated him (said they were a cat photo on the Internet and I know a few people who were cat photos on the Internet and he was one). Unfortunately I cannot rule out if he was in the chat channel while someone was making wild death threats and physically stalking. There was no way to not know if he was or was not in that chat.
I will miss them all.
Love may seem like a strange word yet I knew them for a few years and I enjoy people. I could be more detailed on each about their admirable quality. Yet there really is no point.
The horror story is what it is and I have to sift through terabytes of the intentional trauma delivered by a stalking gamer and my efforts to prove even to myself I can tough it out until I figure out who this really is as he has created a perception that some lives have been lost from his activities and some unwillingness to communicate properly.
With him, I have a guy who thinks he is Dan Bongino from the FBI weaving traps all over the place to find "leakers" or "loose cannons" after he agitates them through out of band channels day by day, year on year. It is very hard to recover if the guy never stops. Every minute of every day he is trying to "trap" you into a ban, legal, law enforcement issues or trying to make you angry every minute of every waking day.
Eventually you try trapping him back or just going with the ban's to determine if he is auto-filtering as a developer or actually a user doing the bans on various social media. Each site and platform he stalks you on is a little different, especially in mobile games. I have a found a number of evidences he works as a developer this way (or taps a developer /moderator in the site to do a data integrity change, add a filter etc).
Even the best Yoga & Meditation classes cannot stop him from trying to make you miserable with something new every day.
Yet I digress....
These are beautiful people and I thought they were awesome for a variety of reasons. Good times were had. Uncertainty has been woven into every relationship now by the person stalking.
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