There have been many acts of malice from this same person stalking me, yet the biggest hoax of it all was this man pretending he had hacked my files an entire 3 years forcing me to listen to him and a woman who was sexually deviant every day until I could sort out what files he had and if they were files or "meta-data". He had a lot of data, mostly about ME, and meta-data.
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The CIO at the job I was in in 2012 was in marketing. I think he was putting me on what we refer to as the "glamour circuit" of Infosec. This was never an aspiration of mine.
Basic infoshare, architecture, leadership for how to achieve things cheaper/better/faster was. Yet the glamour trail where you are competing with a guy with his weightlifting in disco pants and talking about crypto the next day, has never been my thing.
Some publisher made a mistake and the lawyers had a fit over a word chosen. Wasn't actually aware he was a publisher he was a stealth researcher.
There were other issues.
They invited me to work with a coach. They were thinking all about the "glamour circuit". I was thinking about whether we could get Windows systems patched with the governance matters addressed such as "who owns active directory".
After listening to people fearing they would be fire, then some interesting fearful behaviors started to crop up in underlings, I decided this team was going to need a lot of work. I was not the CIO, I was the security "manager" wearing all hats.
I opted not to receive a coach as our objectives were not in alignment from a budget standpoint, and we were not working goals together. Everyone was fighting. Meetings were "tactical" at best. Not "together". There were big big hurdles and again, there was a lot of fear in the culture.
I do not understand why his fear to discuss fear culture is so very high. It's not an economic crisis for anyone. It could be improved. Yet they were already throwing people under the bus. Now I know they had even dug through my house in December of 2012 (I was shocked upon finding this out).
Then he retaliated.
So it seems FruitL00p has followed me since then. Instigating issues and fights, never being serious about what he wants to achieve. He has a gang. That gang is vicious, and as they operated they literally ensured a fatality.
Fear culture is not new, and it is only personal to the people who must endure it.
This video is a perfect example of fear culture.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOoHtxQQLQI
1. It starts with one person everyone becomes fearful to go help
2) If the next step is the IT managers or workers start throwing each other under the bus about "who" will go into the court room to help him, the fear culture is maximized.
That is what I was facing at the time. Step 2. To resolve it requires teamwork. One looks in their environment and asks, is this team teaming? Or has the fear culture maximized?
Who works on change? The only person with learning and change in their title has not met with me for an entire year.
For some reason, in addition to this, FruitL00p has been running me around forcing me to defend myself for almost a decade, and caused a fatality in the process.
Placeholder for my friend (enemy) Fruit L00p from Krebs blog who wants to be the enemy in so many ways.
I do not use any of the phone numbers posted on the data broker https://nationalpublicdata.com/people/v/moira-vasquez/ they are incorrect and being used for fraud.
You may reach me at the same phone number I have always had 832 space 483 space 4951.
If you are a marketer, I am on the state do-not-call list, and performed every opt-out, and worked in telecoms. You might be disappointed. Because the very expensive stalker I'm dealing with has a legal /copyright troll, he'd probably troll you too.
Naturally, because he is a Google SEO troll too, he has selected the data broker National Public Data. This will be where Mr. Brian Krebs (krebsonsecurity) has an article. We had a brief exchange in the comments section.
He has a very important point in his comments with me. Do not confuse a Credit Freeze with the services the credit bureau's monetize for fraud alerts in the comments section of his blog. This is an ongoing misinformation and deception scheme at some of the bureaus. It is easy to do there was a lot of miscommunication in the podcasts after the breach of both The Worknumber and Equifax.
I used to have a write up on this. It is long deleted after being chased around by a man ensuring my childhood best friend died.
You can always Facetime or Zoom Call with me if concerned.
This profile was intentionally made by the party doing hacking and stalking. He said he was falsely accused of CSAM material in a game chat years ago. I can't help him, I have not been in the business of reporting people. He seems confused about who reported him. He also likes to set up accounts that border on the edge of whether or not they should be reported.
They will pose questions like:
Can you discern the age?
Can you discern the contacts age and legitimacy?
Is it a hacked account?
The woman is sweaty in the photo, abnormally holding her fist to her face
One of his first Vine's, I am still seeing if I have a copy of it was so many years ago, was a person of questionable age saying "I am going to cut you".
This is a standard behavior of this individual. He likes to use online games and profiles to try to incite a "competition" like concept. Also the age, and questions it poses about sexual exploitation.
When taken in aggregate the years he spent on this with varying under-aged and middle aged models, becomes an intentional nuisance. I think he got the idea when Toby Hilden did a project that was in a questionable grey area in 2001. He should have gone to war with Toby, not I. I have nothing to do with his project, and only knew about it when it was reaching completion, then when he told me a museum had shown interest.
That would mean this person still stalking me today in 2026 is stalking me about Toby Hilden's actions in 2001. Yet he is not stalking Toby about Toby's actions. There are no criminal cases for Toby. His work was accepted into a museum.
Because a person in Shell made such a big deal about this in 2001, and they were stalking me with bots in Sony games in 2002, it is very likely a Shell person looking to stalk and harass me unconditionally. (now at well over 100 acts of criminal malice)
Who is paying for the trolls in the game companies My Games, Zynga and PeopleFun to sit here 8 years trolling and working with moderators (primarily Accenture?) and testing exploits? They actually alter the code and filters.
For example Elizabeth Heeb (Heeb) is a filtered word.
They are inferring because I had a conversation with Elizabeth Heeb she is responsible for all of their trolling and what is being done to Tim.
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Video of My.Games Developers Filters
There is so much of this. Bad word filters, context filters, moderators playing with context, individuals saying they are testing annoying me with hacks and swats. At some point they stated I had them "banned". That was 6 years ago. I had no idea what they are talking about. Still do not today. They claim that they are assessing violence levels with posts, hacks, and taunting me in this channel. They do edits on all platforms (all of them X, Protonmail, Gmail). Someone has found a developer on every single platform.
This is very interesting to me - as Anna in the current game of My Games/Guild of Heroes, who refuses to identify herself now 7 years, knows quite well every phone call I had. Every single one. She had access to Apple Machine Learning (ML) for years. Capturing notes of my daily conversations. Is she trying to blame Elizabeth Heeb for meddling in Tim's affairs?
This message has been sent to a volunteer service. There is literally no system in the health care program to identify the social worker for a patient in Texas Terrell Hospital and send them a letter.
This is right out of the 80's for system design.
Dear current social worker for Tim Merriman at Terrell Hospital,
I am Tim Merriman's sister. I have been strongly advised since 2006 to stay out of Tim's guardianship arrangement and have respected that. My sister had approached my brother in roughly 2007, and while we were able to have a meaningful conversation with Tim (he came to my wedding and had a very good time!), my sister, unfortunately had told him he does not require medication and that my father and I were mistreating him by suggesting he needed medication.
This wove mistrust for him at a time when the trust was very delicate. There are so many things I would have done differently if I was in communication with my father, yet I was not because after my mother passed away there was a tension between my job and his activism at the same time.
Having said, that I worry for Tim. I am extremely aware he was "tricked" to be declared incapacited (long story - absolute fact).
Knowing Tim was tricked, and has not had legal representation advocating for him, I am wondering:
- does he know he has been tricked?
- how is he psychologically faring with that?
- does he believe he was falsely accused?
That weight of that on his mental condition is not comfortable for me. In addition to this, I would like to know if he has ever had any therapy at all regarding his conflict with me from 1996? That would have been appreciated rather than the courts simply taking a very historical event (we became friends after 1996) compounding another in order to trick him into long term care arrangements.
He never had the therapy he needed from the event all the way back to 1996. Nor did I. I had long forgiven him and his record should have been expunged instead of passing him through housing where the history of violence would prohibit his options to try. I did not have any confidant's who understood the system, his situations, and who would work through the mental gymnastics for what was the best long term care for Tim. Everything has been reactive and governed by my fathers with STRICT demands to not "meddle" in his guardianship or care because he could lose it and he did so much work to make the arrangements. I was compliant. My sister was not and she has a different set of issues.
There is a lot more to this; however, his records should been expunged if he was going to be moved out of his somewhat stable apartment situation into more unstructured conditions.
Everyone knows if you remove the structure it is only going to be problems for anyone with high levels of trauma and neurological condition.
He also should have been in therapy. Not alone, family therapy. Or better yet, family coaching. How are we going to get from here to success.
It is bothering me that some person has decided in all of this to make up a violent condition, for a fast path (better path?) to move him from the situation he was in at his assisted living. He was run over? I can't find any police report.
My husband and I know (now) he was used as a pawn at least twice and shuffled in front of our appointments. I had co-workers moving onto the NAMI board or helping improve the criminal justice system for mental health care. Sadly everywhere I went my job had political tentacles that brushed very closely to disrupting the arrangements my father was trying to make for Tim.
My brother cannot be financially incentivized. This was a MAJOR conflict between my father and I that led to estrangement in 2007. He came to my home, said Tim was wandering, as he did especially when Julia told him we were poisoning him with medication, then said he told Tim he was taking Tim "out of his will".
I asked my father, what does that mean? He is a person who is not motivated to be in your will. He wants dignity, independence, and when very unwell goes heavy into researching things. (I have actually learned a little more now, in an unfortunate way, there was probably someone sending him to research things as jokes or as an errand boy). Things my father did not understand when I read his historical writings for "getting Tim back into compliance".
After consulting with a friend who has managed to keep his brother in assisted living for a very long time, I had recommended my father a person named Dan Deshazo (friend of that friend) to help mediate when Tim was angry. Tim's anger with us once Julia informed him he did not need treatment, was severe. Not much came out of that, due to the passing of my mother and loss of communication with my father as we disagreed on the next steps on BOTH Julia and Tim's care.
I would very much like Tim to know that I love him. I would very much like for him to not have a "criminal" record that looks intentionally designed to work the system. I want to know he is ok. I want him to know we were both challenged with so much grief, trauma, and guilt. He particularly carried it for all of us. I know he has a neurological situation yet that trauma needs to be addressed so he can have hugs and love at Christmas and visits.
I cannot take guardianship, I do not have the money for hopes and dreams that I had for him. After visiting some farms for mental health I thought may be great for him, I realized we needed to have his records expunged to get him in. And I needed a million dollars. Money I was very actively working on when diverted in 2000.
For some reason lying to my father saying I was not working (in tandem). Very long story and too digressing from the issues. Tim needs the best treatment possible for his trauma, resolution, forgiving himself and loving others if possible. Has his father abandoned him? When was the last time he saw Tim physically?
I can read in notes from my father in 2010, Tim probably was not invited to Christmas (maybe he was) yet it was probably alienating. Julia Jackson's family, Stan and no one else. That alone would have been extraordinarily stressful for someone high functioning in my family. I see, from my fathers notes they got into a conflict over the truck and I know my father well. My father is not a good negotiator with Tim and his needs.
Tim needs love, forgiveness and I need to know he is OK. He is never going to forgive himself if he has been "tricked' to work the laws in order to get into the hospital and no one corrects his mindset.
I want to be able to see him. I do not have the money to fight guardians etc. or remove him from skilled care. I just want to know he is getting the right care.
What can I do?
Moira Vasquez
